I am having a hard time writing today. I am staring at the computer monitor knowing what I need to write about, and yet I just can’t write the words that I need to so badly. I am trying, trying, trying to think up other topics, but when you have one topic that is staring you down directly in the face…how in the world could you wrap your brain intimately around something else?
Don’t worry y’all….my life is great. Nothing bad has happened….but for the time being, it would be inappropriate to say what’s really on my mind. I am always honest in this blog, but I do also highly value the concept of preserving feelings. So, for the meantime, I must censor myself and be cryptic. It is so hard! Self-censoring must be one of the most difficult challenges for a writer.
Well…I know that I am sounding a bit loony in this blog today, but rather than write about the actual topic that is just eating at me, the next best thing was to write about how it was making me feel. So sorry!!!! Now I’m probably driving you all nuts, too.
My song of the day is One Republic’s “Secrets.” I always thought this was such a well written song with a lovely melody, so click HERE to listen and watch the video on Youtube, and thanks for listening to my muted voice. I am so very grateful for all of you.